awww its been so long. not a whole lot has been happening except i've had some of my bff's visit 2 weekends in a row. first it was Allison yay i haven't seen that girl in forever. we did some random things, went to marc's parents bday party where we drank too much and had a limit put on us...that is understandable though. oops to the inner skeetown coming out in us. then we hung out at adam's where my drunkass made a fool of myself as usual. fell off a chair type thing, made up the "ren for yer life" dance, and of course pissed some people off. i wasn't aware that i did this until later in the week though. but that is all better now (im hoping) and we are back to being friends again. that was quite the week though might i add. drama seems to follow me wherever i go, and i don't like it one bit. i don't think it will ever totally go away either so im just gonna roll with the punches and hope things will go back to normal sometime. but for now they are good between us so we will be happy til the next fork in the road. that analogy probably can't be used in this situation but i couldn't think of any other witty thing to say  but anyways after that got fixed, i had a terrific weekend with my next bia that came to see me......JESSERS!!!!!! aww i miss that girl. we did our fair share of partying/basically just drinking mass amounts of alcohol. oops. and that was not a good idea AT ALL because we both were all sick and manish. but we bucked up and did our thang. Friday we were at Marc and Ren's drinkin being idiots of course. Then Saturday we went tailgating in some random lot but it was a good time. We got free tees..."need money for college?" We all wore them that night cuz we are huge losers. So we ended up leaving tailgating early cuz we were super sleepy and got yelled at by all the drunk people in the way. but its ok we just yelled to them that i was pregnant and about to have my baby. it was humorous. i even got a "congratulations" out of it. the mounties had to escort us out cuz the damn drunken idiots still would not move their bitch asses. we went home, slept then got up, still drunk might i add, and went to the best restaurant ever...TBELL! Got a little bit sober, then had the peeps at our place that night. We played a million rounds of beer pong and just were ridiculous. so thats that. then sunday we hung out all day. went and hung with ren, then went to burdick's with joshers. it was a good day, yet super tiring. she left about 8 pm, then i did some hw, watched grey's and then crashed. the geez louise on monday i decided to sleep forever again and it was carz's bday and so i didn't study for my marketing test and i seriously think i failed it. yikes! oh well its over now i gotta move on with life. hahahah.

i cannot wait to get outta kzoo for a few days though. i miss my skeetown. aww my momma, my bia's (whom i get to see ALL of!), my doggies, the rest of the fam, my house, my boys....ahhh i just can't wait! granted i will miss these crazies here! but we need some time apart i think. well.....yeah.

ok i'm done for now. ta-ta xoxo  (and ps can i just tell you i heart kissing everyone nowadays...so you might be in for a treat when i see you! *wink wink*)

So i'm at work and decided that i would write some mumbo jumbo in here for you. the first thing is that i've been super upset a lot lately because everyone seems to be mad at me or sick of me for some reason or another. i just want my friends back  i want to be able to call them up or hang out and not get in arguments or be mad at each other. i love them all but i don't know what i do so wrong that gets them all upset with me or not wanting to be around me. grr this bites. but i just got this email from my momma and it was cute so i thought i'd share some of it with you:

"Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return."

"Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children."

"Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine."

"Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them!"

Ok so thats enough of that...i just thought they pertained to my life completely right now. anywho in other news, on 3 of 4 of my midterms i did pretty well so i'm pleased. i skipped my night class this week so i'm not sure what i got on that...but i'm sure it wasn't so great. Work is going well. otherwise i tend to go out all the time (no surprise there) and thats life. but now once again since no one wants to be friends with me right now i probably won't be going out so often. ok and thats that i'm done for now because i have no interesting things to say. blah.

xoxo

Currently Listening Chariot By Gavin Degraw see related

- More Than Anyone

Holy stressful week coming up batman!  I have 4 midterms within the 3 days that i have classes. this is gonna suck big balls to say the least. i mean i suppose i should be more stressed out and actually doing my studying right now but i just can't. and to top it off, i'm going to my bestest's apt later to "watch" the red wings. but no worries im gonna bring my stuff so i can "study" while i'm there hahaha. Other than that i will be working and then getting WaStEd on thursday night because i can and i will be done with this craziness.

Random factoids:

*boys suck, *i have some pretty awesome friends, *my moms surgery went well...and i love her so much, *i miss my skeetowners, *facebook has taken over my life, *i have to live my non-existent love life through lauras haha, *my boys can always make me smile!

ok enough is enough....xoxo hoes

HAHAHAHA time for another survey so that i can put this stupid contract thing off....muahahha well that and a shower   (surprise)

5 details about you...

1- I'm pretty much the coolest redheaded girl you'll ever meet
2- I love to be silly/tell people jokes that they can't help but laugh at (yet maybe they are just laughing at me for how dumb they are haha)
3- I actually do enjoy helping others as much as i may not seem to...ie i do lauras homework for her...i'm pretty much the most helpful person ever!
4- Being random is the key to a happy and healthy life!
5- I think i have trust issues or something along those lines

5 details about your appearance right now...
1- no shower as usual
2- my "salmon" colored sweatpants
3- no make-up (ewwwy)
4- my tennis sweathshirt
5- my nappy hair in a ponytail hAhA

5 things you did yesterday...
1- went to both my classes (the third was cancelled YAY)
2- went searching for jeans AGAIN
3- drove the tedious drive back to the skee
4- yelled at my f-ing sister for coming into MY bedroom in the middle of the night, turning on the light and started making as much noise as possible just to be a bitch
5- played with my pups

5 memorable things you did in the last year...
1- rekindled some friendships yaya
2- turned "bad"
3- turned the big 2-1! watch out for this girl.
4- started freaking out about life after college
5- spent as much time with my family and friends as possible! (no more depressiveness)

5 favorite musicians...
1- Usher
2- Avril
3- Gavin DeGraw
4- Luda
5- Three Doors Down

5 favorite movies...
1- Love & Basketball
2- Save the Last Dance
3- Monsters Inc
4- Mean Girls
5- Monkey Trouble (Na munkeys for Laura)

5 things that make you happy...
1- SuNsHiNe
2- music
3- candy
4- friends!
5- holding hands & spooning

5 things that impress you...
1- my friends
2- motivation
3- talent
4- people that can shotgun a beer successfully
5- people that are just as weird as i am

5 things that don’t impress you...
1- meatheads
2- assholes
3- rappers (yes i agree with everyone about the fact that rappers don't have THAT much talent even though i listen to a lot of it hahah)
4- people that are too wrapped up in themselves that they miss life
5- sbc they suck at life

5 things you can live without...
1- shady-ness
2- car problems (which i have every damn day)
3- DrAmA
4- liars
5- mooches

5 things you can't live without...
1- phone/internet
2- shopping!
3- sleeeeeeping
4- affection
5- your mom

bahhhhh we're done...i'm gonna go look for another survey to take up my time...maybe.

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my teeth...i gotta check for the nut clusters (right lo?)
2. How much cash do you have on you? actually i have about 12 bucks...thats like being a millionaire in my book!
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Best

4. Favorite plant? TULIPS!

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? surprisingly i don't have ANY missed calls on my phone right now, when usually every number is (i just don't like to answer the phone really)

6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? i can sing it for you sometime

7. What shirt are you wearing? brown tank top with cute lacey/bead-ness

8. Do you "label" yourself? uhhh i guess? i think i'm pretty damn cool!

9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? none on right now...but soon it will be mo's as usual

10. Bright or Dark Room? its dark outside but light in here...cuz every f-ing person is in this room right now!

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? well i found this on rachel's journal, i haven't chatted with her in awhile but she is an awesome girl!

12. Do you know what an 8-track is? fa sho...my parents are from the 1800's (even though i know htat they are not from the 1800s...i'm not that blonde)

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? laying in bed! ahhh i know sad but true for friday night

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? probably something stupid from josh...like "all talk, no action" or some shit lol

15. Do you ever click on pop-ups or banners? no they piss me off too much

16. What's a saying that you say a lot? yeeeaaahhhh riiiiiight, random, freakin, whatever...all pretty sweet words right?!

17. Who told you they loved you last??? my momma!

18. Last furry thing you touched? my pups...roxanne & kacie

19. How many hours a week do you work? lol a whopping 10...i really need to work on that
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? notta right now...but me and my mom just chatted about getting me a digital camera and one of those printers that goes along with is so hopefully i will never have to do that again!

21. Favorite age you have been so far? oh we all know that answer to this one...21 duh!

22. Your worst enemy? vodka, the greek community, people that pop their collars (minus a select few), assholes

23. What is your current desktop picture? me and my bestest...

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? i told laura that it was good that her hair looked like ass because then we would both be "nappy heads"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to erase all of your regrets, what would you choose? i gotta take the money...its my nature and plus i don't really have anything to regret in life!.....gooooooo life! haha

ok thats the end...no updating cuz i can't. xoxo.